“One does not even know what that truly means until life happens. In 1993 2 doctors entered the hospital room and told me my youngest daughter was going to die and she did 7 days later. This is when my journey began. I needed to have blind faith to make it thru this to believe no matter what that God had a reason for this and not to ask why , to only trust that the reasons are bigger then I could ever imagine and that is what I did. A tragedy like this can either make or break one which it broke her father, the tragedy was the onset of severe mental illness that later led to death.

the miracles began at her funeral, we went out on a sail boat off the west coast the air was full of fog with small craft warnings as we opened her earn God’s light shined down upon our vessel ! It was incredible everyone knew this has to be the doing of our God.

I knew that God had chosen me to be the mother of a special angel who has inspired me every day since.

I have had many trials and tribulations ” life happens” thru each one I evolved into a stronger more faithful person and each one changed the way I view all things, I will always look for the good.

Shortly after her death I adopted an 8 year old little girl that needed a home a family, already having two children it was a readymade family, I went on to adopt another teenage girl who lost her mother and was becoming a product of a system. I will tell you this, I am not perfect however each day I learn and grow. I have lost everything , I have had loved ones die in my arms, I have faced 2 serious illnesses both of which almost took my life one of which kept me bed bound for 6 months as a single mother, I learned a new level of patience and faith. I know I am blessed because I am a believer, I have faith and I pray. God answers all prayers we need to show up do the work and be patient. i have been very blessed to have mentors , teachers in my life including now.

I began writing a miracle journal, the miracles were happening daily in my life, preparing me!

Spring 2015 I was faced with one of my saddest life experiences, everyone that I could lean on were gone temporally doing other things and I was forced to face it live and grow from it with God, myself and my companion an amazing wolf dog. i kept my faith and prayed and sobbed and prayed and sobbed coming to God raw and vournable knowing that something huge was going to happen , I prayed and remained faithful no matter what.

I rented a movie late summer 2015 that really touched my heart it is called ” do you believe” this movie was the key for me to know what big thing was about to happen, I went on to order 10 copies and 5 dozen little wooden crosses (just to start off with) not knowing what to do with them I knew I would need them. and so it begins, the very next day I saw a Facebook post from an old friend asking for prayer for her father who was dying, knowing her challenges I asked my operations manager ( of my paying job ) if I could afford to send her to Texas for the holiday weekend , I turned out I could, I sent her and her daughter to Texas roundtrip for 250.00 on a holiday weekend last minute purchase ( I’d say another miracle ) at that moment I looked up and said “Guardian’s for God” and here we are. That night she told her daughter I purchased them a ticket and her daughter called me a “Guardian “that was my affirmation, this word had never come up for me like this

by summer the miracles begun happening hourly ” God is moving fast ” just today he told me ” I made the earth , sun , moon and everything on the earth in 7 days ” yes he moves fast

Thank you for reading thus far, please join us in all that is to come

With an abundance of love,”

- Lori